LIFE

So, This blogging isn't going as great as I want. I want to be creative, to have an awesome blog everyone wants to read, but I haven't gotten there yet. I have lost my motivation for blogging, for working, for pretty much everything. I'm in a lull!  Life's been crazy the last couple of weeks. My little girl had her adnoids and tonsils removed on May 16th, and I've been completely worn out and bummed since then. I didn't eat much for the entire week she was in so much pain, and lost like 4lbs and since then I've some how managed to gain 8lbs. I go to the beach in like 17days and I'm quite sure my swimsuits won't fit. That's so depressing. I thought summer would cheer me up, give me some insipiration, but nope not found it yet.  I keep hoping I will. I need it. Inspiration come to me!!!! Please!!